♥ update
Sunday, May 16, 2010 -{'9:15 AM
It has been like decades ago since I last wrote. Nothing much have changed. No matter how hard I tried to change myself I can't. For one reason, it is awfully hard. I am still addicted to Coldplay, I now have a deeper crush with Guy Berryman. I also like the bands The Fray, OneRepublic and dashboard Confessional. We're now on vacation but I only have two more weeks left, three I guess. What i know is the time that is left is super short. I am still the same person and that's what i'm frustrated about. I want to change for the better but i can't. you can guess that I am bored, that is the reason why i am writing. before, i wasn't because I entertain myself with COLDPLAY stuff and BASKETBALL. I am a big LAKER fan. Especially PAU GASOL. I think he plays great. I know Kobe's better but Kobe won't make it alone. I am writing now because I'm waiting for a download to finish but I do think that it would be quite impossible as its progress is quite slow. By that I mean a percent per ten minutes slow. I think that's slow enough. I've been looking at some GUY BERRYMAN photos I found on tumblr. That person has some awesome photos. Oh, I forgot to mention that I also adore JASON MRAZ. He's the greates lyricist, in my opinion. I like how he writes songs and play with the words. I wish that I could do that someday too. I've been tweeting a lot lately. I think I made my twitter account less than a year ago but i already have almost 1,700 tweets. That is about a tweet per minute when I am online. I enjoy tweeting and getting inside other people's heads. It's fun, really. I am hoping to do well at school. I just wish i would be more responsible and you know, more studious. I think that's every student's problem. It's pretty damn hot here in the Philippines. I never sweat this much before. Is it normal for a person to enjoy switching channels so much? I am already getting into the nerves of my family by doing that. Also is it possible for a person's body clock to be messed up? The past few days, I'm a day late. Not exactly but right now, I am writing but it's already morning here. I haven't slept yet. i sleep in the afternoon sometimes. But mostly I would sleep in the morning and then wake up in the afternoon. I'm a bit worried because when i pull my eyes down, the part that is supposed to be red is already whiter than it should be. I've been trying to sleep at the right time but I end up lying in the bed awake for hours. That's it for now. I'm leaving some pictures of the people that got me obsessed.I'm actually scared of myself already.(pictures from Pau Gasol's facebook page, and a tumblr page dedicated to Guy Berryman)



