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    ♥ promise broken again...
    Friday, July 24, 2009 -{'3:08 AM
    "I tried to sing but
    I couldn't think of anything,
    -Coldplay, The Hardest Part

    I said that I wouldn't write anything about him again. I can't help it. what should I do? I feel like I am pierced by thousands of swords. As I listen to those words, those words that I've been wishing to hear, but not this way. I wish to hear them, yes, but intended to me, not to anyone else. I clearly remember each word, and how he said it to her. Why? I mean isn't that enough. I guess he wasn't hurt enough.I couldn't talk to anyone, no one cares. How could life be this miserable?Fridays are always the worst ones in my life. I don't know what to do now. Í am getting crazier each minute that pass. I can hear the concern in his vice and I can't get it off my head. It is the worst sound i ever heard. I basically don't know what son will I compare to this day so, I chose that line. This day is really really really sad. Adds to the misery my life already has...

    Ugh, how could he not see...I really hope he won't read this one, he might know that i am writing about him and his beautiful girl. Whatever. Anyway, this wouldn't change anything.I just made my self break another promise.I wish he would know but somewhat I wish he wouldn't too...What could i do? I'm damaged. I'm devastated. I am crazier than ever.

    Can someone pick my brain for me?

    "Living in misery sucks more than dying in it."
    -Dr. Gregory House
    ♥ Crap.
    Wednesday, July 22, 2009 -{'10:33 AM
    "Why can't you see ???
    You belong with me"
    -Taylor Swift, You belong with me

    I was crying, because of nothing. I mean how would you explain that? I was just listening to Parachutes and visiting some profiles. I don't know why. honestly, I'm in pain. I just don't know why. That is a crazy thing, isn't it? I'm supposed to be done moving on. But I think I'm stucked up here, again.
    Anyway, I was writing again. I guess that is a good thing. I didn't write for ages. There are so much factors that caused it, so im not gonna mention them. We do not have classes tomorrow. It's some kind of a holiday. I don't know what to do now. I slept hours ago. It's 1:39 am here, where I am. I'm hungry but I don't want to eat anything. My leg hurts because of that damn PE class.ahahahha...

    okay...guess this one is shorter than the others..

    -blog ends here.
    -currently listening to everything's not lost
    -just love the color of yellow over black

    ♥ Strawberry Swing.
    Monday, July 20, 2009 -{'5:30 AM
    plus(+)equals(=)Coldplay Strawberry Swing
    I saw PART of the video because it wouldn't damn play! Hell yeah...really unfair...
    "every moment was so precious"
    -Coldplay, Strawberry Swing

    I also discovered that we are going to have another monthly test...in MATH!!! Hell crap...yeah...as if we haven't got enough...Well to those math wizards not yet enough. We also have this english speaking campaign stuff in school...and it's really hard for me...since i always forget that i should speak in English...It's alright though, a lot of my classmates do forget either...We all pay five pesos for one simple statement said in Tagalog. HARSH.

    Our test papers in Science and Literature were shown and I got really low scores...cry-able...ugh..i hate it at that class...the rest oft he class get high scores and I do not...Sometimes, I mean I always think that it is unfair...Anyway who cares? as long as I passed...everything is alright.And anyway we have different tests from other section, meaning to say ours is harder, just stating a fact...

    We are also having our annual recollection tomorrow...It's some kind of a break which is really nice...We are going to relax and be cleansed and did I say recollected?, for a day. I am going to get reco letters again...Haha..It's funny how new students were confused on how to do the letters...Maybe they thought that they are going to make 38 long letters when it relly is just a note. Our teacher made a big thing out of it...She set envelopes for the letters and had a count down on our board....Anyway,we are allowed to bring cameras tomorrow, just cameras. Nothing more. yehey, then I have todo a lot of stuffs again...

    So till here...hear from me sooner...just sooner not real soon...they're quite different...haha...i'm being a psycho again...





    ♥ Harry Potter!
    Saturday, July 18, 2009 -{'6:02 AM
    "It started out as a feeling
    Which then grew into a hope
    Which then turn into a quiet thought
    Which then turn into a quiet word"
    -Regina Spektor, The Call

    I did watch Harry Potter. It was so great. Although, the oracle was right again, there is very little action. I didn't watch the first,second,third,fourth just the fifth, but I cried when Dumbledore died (don't know if the spelling is right). My teers really run down my cheeks when Emma's did. It was so real. There are also a lot of laughs. I can't accept that Hermione belongs to Ron. Grrrr... As if anyone cares. I don't also like Ron's sister for Harry...Dont you see I like Hermione and Harry together!!! They would be cute. I was also crying when Harry was there for Hermione when Ron kissed that stupid girl. She cried so hard...Oh, where could I find someone like him...Anyway it's also the same situation as Luke being there for Haley when Nathan betrayed her in season one (One Tree Hill). We all have the same situation but why in the world don't i have a friend to cry on...so unfair!!!!

    I haven't done my assignments yet...I plan on doing em tomorrow anyway....
    Good bye for now...hear from me quite soon.....
    -here's a picture of Harry Potter and Hermione Granger-
    -and my favourite Harry Potter character-


    -blog endz here....
    -thanks to whoever owns the pictures....
    -love violet over black
    ♥ Monthly Tests were done!!!!!!!!
    Friday, July 17, 2009 -{'6:31 AM
    Yehey...all that bad times are gone....they kinda sucks actually.really boring...always studying just to have that score.hmp. anyway here is the line of the day
    "For you Id wait till kingdom come"
    -Coldplay, Till Kingdom Come

    This actually has nothing to do with my day. I just remember the line and how much I like it. Though my scores are a little too low, I still have reasons to be happy. First is it's Friday. Every Friday me and other freshmen that rides with me in the service always take the second trip. Its later than usual. We eat at what we call "labas"(means outside in English), simply that because it is called that way since we went to that school. While eating we do these conversations about crushes,school and just about everything. It's fun because we talk about everything that happened in the entire week. I have pretty nice experiences these week. I don't want to enumerate them. Although I have these really crazy classmates who keeps on teasing and tesing me.

    Another thing is Coldplay. Of course Coldplay. They're going torelease the music video of Strawberry Swing this Monday. It's going to be great, because I already saw a clip and Chris is plays a superhero...Haha. relly funny. I am really excited about it. After coming home from school on Monday, Im'ma watch it right away at a certain sitr given at the Cldplay site. Also, I think that they're already starting on working on thy're 5th and last album based on their contract with Parlophone. I know that it will be great. Oh! I can't wait, really!!!

    On Tuesday, we are going to have ou nnual recollection, it will be held at Balete, Batangas. it's quite far from school and home, but the ttrip will be nice with friends, classmates and some Coldplay and Green Day music.I can't wait. I bet that it'll be fun. I wonder what will happen...(if I left this all behind...haha..that's a Jonathan Rhys Meyers song).

    Anyway i've been trying to make our DVD player open but it wouldn't! Ugh! It's so frustrating! You know how I miss House. I can't buy any DVD that contains the episodes I haven't watched yet.Actually, I was not trying to watch House, I was trying to watch One Tree Hill...again. Then this damn ,DVD player wouldn't let me! I kinda miss the sweetness between Haley and Nathan... They are my favourite love team in that TV show. But still, I miss House, and I want you to know that, in case you do not. I f you already know it, then keep it in your ind until I'm done missing him.

    My eyes ar drooping already...Alright, hear from me next time...Good bye... Here is a picture of Jonathan Rhys Meyers...if you do not know him.....
    ♥ hectic schedule this week....
    Tuesday, July 14, 2009 -{'4:51 AM
    Line of the Day:
    "Look in his beautiful eyes
    and know she's lucky cause
    he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar"
    -Taylor Swift, Teardrops on My Guitar

    I said that was the last but I couldn't help it. I see him everyday! how could I not remember. Okay that's it just part for him. hmp. And as you noticed I'll be posting my line of the day, (it is usually in my assignment notebook)

    So today, we did a lot of stuff. Uhm, Math is sooooo confusing. The part I hate most is the test in Science it kills me. And another one is music...presenting drawings...the bad part is i don't know how to draw...too bad isn't it? uhm...i'm suppodsed to be studying for our test in Filipino...alright good bye for now...and by the way we''l have this monthky test on thursday so expect no blogs till thursday...alright good bye...good night...how many times did i said good night?twice isnt it? alright....really gotta go...

    ----got this from izza...
    love the color blue over black.

    ♥ Hatung Home...
    Friday, July 10, 2009 -{'10:08 PM
    What the hell is happening inside our house!Ugh. so crazy. I hate it here. As if I'm some kind of an alien. They are so stupid. They keep on telling me things. My ears are ringing. I wanna go out.And in addition these pile of assignments. Ugh...and at school there are lots of absentees. They're kinda sick, well really sick I guess. I like to go to the mall...Oh hey I'll go now. Stupid thing. ugh...


    -check out Coldplay's live blog.cute really cute. uhm just click coldplay.it's somewhere in my blog.
    -i want to watch Voyage of The Dawn treader. but it's not yet done.
    -I miss Skandar Keyne's face.
    -Ugh I fucking miss Alexander and Cameron!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    ♥ just pics of my favourite band...
    Tuesday, July 7, 2009 -{'5:40 AM
















    -thanks to the people who owns these pictures =)
    ♥ Will Champion, quite scary but a great drummer.
    -{'5:11 AM

    William Elan Champion was born in Southampton, Hampshire, England where his father, Timothy Champion, is a professor of archaeology at the University of Southampton. As a youth, his musical influences included Tom Waits and traditional Irish folk music. He grew up playing guitar, but also had experience on the piano, bass, and tin whistle. Before William Champion joined Coldplay, he performed in a band called Fat Hamster.Champion was the first Coldplay member to marry: He married Marianne Dark, a teacher, in 2003. Their first child, a girl named Ava, was born on 28 April 2006. On 7 May 2008, Marianne gave birth to fraternal twins Juno and Rex.[1]
    ♥ Jonny Buckland..guitarist!
    -{'5:04 AM

    Buckland was born in Islington, London, and lived there until the age of four, when his family moved to Pantymwyn, North Wales. He was encouraged to enter the music scene by his elder brother, Tim, who is a big fan of My Bloody Valentine.[1] Buckland started playing the guitar at the age of eleven, after being spurred on by The Stone Roses. Buckland attended Alun School in the Welsh town of Mold; moving on to study astronomy and mathematics at University College London, where he also met his future band mates and formed Coldplay. While at University College London, Buckland worked as a school janitor.[1]

    Buckland's musical influences include Ride, Eric Clapton, George Harrison and Jimi Hendrix.[1][2] He is noted for his sparse arrangements and use of slide. His stylistic chiming and ringing sound have led to some comparisons with the playing of U2's The Edge.[3][4]

    Chris Martin often refers to him as "Jonny Boy" during live concerts, particularly if Buckland is about to do a solo or a long riff. Martin has said, "There would be no Coldplay music without Jonny Buckland.”[citation needed] The affection between Martin and Buckland is often evident during live concerts and interviews. Buckland is godfather to Martin's daughter, Apple, along with Simon Pegg. He is a fan of Tottenham Hotspur F.C.[5]

    He lives in London with his fiancée, jewellery maker Chloe Lee-Evans.[4] Together, they have a daughter, Violet,[6] who was born 3 November 2007.

    -sorry if you can't see him.just search for him.i just love the mysteriousness of the picture.
    ♥ Guy Berrryman..keeping it short.
    -{'4:57 AM


    As Berryman started an engineering degree at University College London, he somehow heard rough versions of Chris Martin's songs, and, drunkenly, approached him in the student bar demanding to be admitted into the "band", which then consisted of Chris Martin and his best friend Jonny Buckland.[1] Soon after, he dropped out of his engineering course and switched to a seven-year architecture program.[1] He dropped out of his architecture degree after one year to focus on playing bass with Coldplay. While his bandmates were still continuing their degrees, Berryman worked as a barman in a local London pub.

    During the Twisted Logic Tour for the promotion of Coldplay's third album, X&Y, Berryman took candid pictures of the band with disposable cameras and threw them to the audience

    Berryman was educated at an independent school in Scotland, The Edinburgh Academy, and Kent, at Kent College Canterbury, before attending University College London. In 2004, Berryman married Joanna Briston, his childhood sweetheart,[3] in a low key ceremony in the City of Westminster. They have one daughter, Nico, born on 17 September 2006.[4][5] Briston used to run a clothing shop called Jezebell in London. The opening of the store was attended by bandmates Jonny Buckland and Will Champion, and their partners. In March 2007, Coldplay's spokesman confirmed that Guy and Joanna separated after three years of marriage.[6]

    Berryman is an avid supporter of Raith Rovers F.C., from his native town Kirkcaldy. He is also interested in fashion and electronic gadgets.[2]

    Berryman owns a vintage retro style juke box and collects Motown and Stax 7" singles to play on it. He jokes that he knows "every secondhand vinyl shop in every major U.S. city".[2]

    According to an article released by MSN UK in April 2008, Berryman has an estimated wealth of £25 million.[7]


    ♥ Chris Martin.,.
    -{'4:52 AM


    Chris Martin was born in Exeter, Devon and is the eldest of five children.[2][3] His father, Anthony, was a Chartered Accountant, and his mother, Alison, was a music teacher.[4][5] Martin was raised in Whitestone, Devon[2] and attended Exeter Cathedral School.[6] It was at the prep school that Martin formed his first band. After Exeter Cathedral, Martin boarded at Sherborne School,[6] a boys' independent school in Dorset. At Sherborne, Martin started a blues band called The Rockin' Honkies. Their debut performance was met with boos from the crowd.[7] He also met future Coldplay manager Phil Harvey at the school.[8] Martin continued his studies at University College London, staying at Ramsay Hall where he read Ancient World Studies and graduated with First Class honours in Greek and Latin.[3][5][9]While studying at University College London, Martin met Jonny Buckland, Will Champion and Guy Berryman. In 1997, they formed the rock band Coldplay. The band has had internationally recognised fame and success since their debut album, Parachutes, in 2000. Since then, they have released three further albums: A Rush of Blood to the Head, X&Y and Viva la Vida or Death and All His Friends.

    As a solo artist, Martin has written songs for a variety of acts including Embrace ("Gravity") and Jamelia ("See It in a Boy's Eyes"). Martin has also collaborated with Ron Sexsmith, Faultline, The Streets, and Ian McCulloch. He also sang a part of the vocals for the Band Aid 20 single, "Do They Know It's Christmas?" at the end of 2004. In 2005, Martin collaborated with Nelly Furtado on the track "All Good Things (Come to an End)", for her 2006 album, Loose. The two were once rumoured to be a couple, after they both performed at Glastonbury in 2002. Furtado joked about the situation, saying that "Yeah, he's my boyfriend — he just doesn't know it yet".[10]

    One of the bands that Martin credits with the heaviest influence on him as a musician is Norwegian pop-band a-ha. One song in particular has stayed in Martin's mind, as the following quote says: "As a 12 year old, 'Hunting High and Low' was always in my head, and a-ha still continues to be an important band to me."[citation needed] In 2005 Martin said "I was in Amsterdam the other day and I put on the album Hunting High and Low. I remembered right there and then how much I loved that album. It's just unbelievable songwriting."[citation needed] He has also been known to copy the style of a-ha vocalist Morten Harket: "It was the way Morten Harket used to have different things on his wrists. I do it myself, still. He is the most disarming and beautiful man you'll ever meet."[citation needed]

    U2 has been another important influence on Martin both musically and politically,[12] in which he wrote for Rolling Stone magazine's "100 Greatest Artists of All Time",[13] in the section on U2, saying: "I don't buy weekend tickets to Ireland and hang out in front of their gates, but U2 are the only band whose entire catalog I know by heart. The first song on The Unforgettable Fire, "A Sort of Homecoming", I know backward and forward -- it's so rousing, brilliant, and beautiful. It's one of the first songs I played to my unborn baby." Martin also comments on Bono's effect on his own charity and political involvement he is even known to joke with friends referring to himself as "Crono".[12]

    Martin and Coldplay guitarist Jon Buckland made cameo appearances in the film Shaun of the Dead as supporters of the fictional charity ZombAid.[19][20] Martin has a second cameo in this film as a Zombie.[19][20] In 2006 Martin had a cameo role in the second series episode four of the Ricky Gervais- and Stephen Merchant-created comedy Extras. Martin also played one gig with the "Sid James Experience"

    Martin has been particularly outspoken on issues of fair trade and has done a great deal of campaigning for the charity Oxfam's Make Trade Fair campaign. He personally traveled to Ghana and Haiti to meet farmers and view the effects of unfair trade practices.[21] When performing, he usually has variations of "Make Trade Fair", "MTF" or an equal sign written on the back of his left hand and the letters "MTF" can be seen emblazoned on his piano.

    He was a vocal critic of President George W. Bush and the war in Iraq. Martin was a strong supporter of Democratic presidential nominee John Kerry, most notably during his acceptance speech for the 2004 Grammy Awards Record of the Year, accepting for "Clocks". Martin also supported the Democratic Party candidate for President in 2008, giving a shout-out to Barack Obama at the end of a performance of "Yellow" on 25 October 2008 episode of Saturday Night Live.

    Martin met American actress Gwyneth Paltrow in 2002 backstage at a Coldplay gig after the death of the actress' father, Bruce Paltrow. The couple embarked on a whirlwind romance that saw them wed a year later on 5 December 2003.[24] Their daughter, Apple Blythe Alison Martin, was born on 14 May 2004 in London.[25] Their second child, Moses Bruce Anthony Martin, was born on 8 April 2006 in New York City.[26] Simon Pegg is one of Apple's godfathers.[27][28] Martin is a longtime friend of Pegg, having met him in 2001, and appears in Shaun of the Dead,[19][20] one of Pegg's movies. Apple's other godfather is guitarist Jonny Buckland.[28]

    Martin is a vegetarian[29] and practices yoga. He does not drink alcohol or smoke.[30] He is also very good friends with Matthew Bellamy of Muse.

    In a 2005 Rolling Stone magazine interview, Martin said of his religious views: "I definitely believe in God. How can you look at anything and not be overwhelmed by the miraculousness of it?"[31] In the same interview he spoke of going through a period of spiritual confusion, stating "I went through a weird patch, starting when I was about sixteen to twenty-two, of getting God, religion, superstition, judgment all confused".[31] In an interview with NME, he also stated "I'm always trying to work out what 'He' or 'She' is."[32]

    Martin was arrested for attacking a photographer's car in Australia during a 2003 world tour. He reportedly "lost it" after he was photographed at a public beach by a paparazzo.[33]

    ♥ all things bout Coldplay.
    -{'4:43 AM

    The members of the band met at the University College London (UCL) in September 1996.Chris Martin and Jonny Buckland were the first members of the band, having met one another during their orientation week. They spent the rest of the college year planning a band, with their efforts culminating in a group called Pectoralz.[9] Later, Guy Berryman, a classmate of the two, joined. By 1997, the group, who had renamed themselves to Starfish, performed gigs for local Camden promoters at small clubs.[10] Martin also had recruited his longtime school friend Phil Harvey, who was studying classics at Oxford, to be the band's manager.[11] (To this day, Coldplay consider Harvey to be the fifth member of the group.[12]) The band's lineup was complete when Will Champion joined the band to take up percussion duties. Champion had grown up playing piano, guitar, bass, and tin whistle; he quickly learned the drums, despite having no previous experience.[9] The band finally settled on the name "Coldplay" which was suggested by Tim Crompton, a local student who had been using the name for his group.[12] By 1997 Martin had also met then Classics student Tim Rice-Oxley. During a weekend on Virginia Water, they asked each other to play off their own songs on the piano. Martin, finding Rice-Oxley to be talented, asked him to be Coldplay's keyboard player but Rice-Oxley refused as his own band (Keane) was already operational. Days after, this event would shape the second line-up of Keane and keep Coldplay's unaltered, thus leaving both bands as quartets.[13]

    In 1998, the band released 500 copies of the Safety EP.[14] Most of the discs were given to record companies and friends; only 50 copies remained for sale to the public. In December, Coldplay signed to the independent label Fierce Panda.[14] Their first release was the three-track Brothers and Sisters EP, which they had quickly recorded over four days in February 1999.[14]

    After completing their final examinations, Coldplay signed to Parlophone for a five-album contract in the spring of 1999.[15] After making their first appearance at Glastonbury, the band went into studio to record a third EP titled The Blue Room.[16] 5,000 copies were made available to the public in October,[17] and the single "Bigger Stronger", received Radio 1 airplay. The recording sessions for The Blue Room were tumultuous. Martin kicked Champion out of the band but later pleaded with him to return, and because of his guilt, went on a drinking binge. Eventually, the band worked out their differences and put in place a new set of rules to keep the group intact. First, the band declared an all-for-one approach: Coldplay was a democracy, and profits were to be shared equally, taking a page from bands like U2 and R.E.M. Second, the band would fire anyone who used drugs.[18]

    -thanks Wikipedia..haha..to tired to edit.

    ♥ Yeah...he's more than a bitch...
    Sunday, July 5, 2009 -{'6:04 AM
    I can't believe I cried for him...OMF. because I shouldn't because he is nothing than a stupid jerk. He is a fucking idiot, addition to the world's garbage...

    That's how I look at him. Then my imaginary friend told me that I shouldn't. It's not his fault to fall with her. It's not the girl's fault either. It's no one's fault. It depends on me if I will just hurt myself trying to make myself believe that he is indeed stupid when he is not. My friend said that, you shouldn't you should just let go. But I can't. It's too painful. Releasing every bit of memory about him pierces my soul. I never thought that I would feel this again. I thought that I have let go long before. My friend said that, I should remember what House said. That sometimes pain killer are not the cure, sometimes killer pain is the cure. I just have to let the pain devour me for now, so I would hurt no more in the future. My friend finally convinced me, I decided that I would let go. So from here expect no more blogs about him. He's nothing but a lucky bitch. Lucky because he is part of my blog. Only a few people become part of my blog...People like Coldplay and he's lucky coz he got a chance to be among them. You do not deserve anything.

    -Coldplay, makes letting go easier.
    ♥ I'm a normal person.
    Friday, July 3, 2009 -{'7:39 AM
    Yes. I am. It just hurts me that things have to be theirs, things i want so much or at least I wanted. Sometimes could we own them? I mean have some part of what's theirs. I just can't forget it. I wonder if they ever did consider me as their friend, most of me tells me that they didn't. It just hurts me so much. just knew it hours ago. Nothing good happened this day starting from the morning. I was hoping to have something good, but instead i just felt the feeling I haven't felt for a long time....drama again..fucking hate it...i'm done crying...everything is normal again...
    ♥ Loads of stuff piled in front of me..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Thursday, July 2, 2009 -{'4:44 AM
    Oh God, there are loads of stuff in front of m,e waiting for me to finish them...ugh it's so crazy in school...all tests are coming...i have to study but i don't want to...i don't think i can understand anything if i feel that way.I'm lucky i passed Math...which is super duper hard.i hate at thyat section already...tomorrow we are going to have a presentation and I'm pretty sure that I will look like an idiot...ugh crazy life...i still have to do some stuff so..I gotta go...

    -still love Coldplay, like Green Day-
    -hurting like hell, and missing someone.=)
    -till, next time...i'm going...
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    I honestly love Coldplay Green Day House M.D. Hugh Laurie Jennifer Morrison Jonathan Rhys Meyers Keri Russell The Jonas Brothers Taylor Swift Skandar Keynes Eliza Bennett Josh Hutcherson AnnaSophia Robb Meggie Folchart Farid Cameron Blythe Alexander Caleb

  • Craps.
  • I live in a place where no one knows what computers are. I cry and laugh by myself. I am a psychopath.

  • Cravings.
  • • Shoes .
    • Clothings .
    • CDs. :D
    • Bags .
    • a lot of crazy stuuffs.